I suppose there comes a time for every anonymous blogger where they feel they are no longer bound to the comfort of anonymity. The time has come for me. The veil is lifted.
My life is not quite what I had pictured in my childhood, nothing ever happened like a fairy tale, but the thing is it is all good and it is all going to be perfect because it was all God’s plan. Nothing, not a thing, that is in my life right now is without God’s approval because I dedicated my life and future to Him, to the point where I was willing to go back to a place where I lost a big part of myself, if it was God’s will for me to do so. But God did not make that happen and so I accept that ‘It is over’ and my life must be rewritten.
This chapter in my life has come to end and all I can remind myself is the verse Isaiah 43:18-19 – “Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.
I have this solid promise in my heart that remains un-wavered, the promise is I am going to be a history-maker in this land. I don’t know the how’s, the why’s, the when’s, the what’s, the who’s – but this I know, that there is a reason I have gone through this all, there is a reason I am stronger through all of this, there is a reason Satan is even bringing a warfare against my heart, there is a reason that I cannot give up this race, and the reason is that God has tremendous plans for me, the likes of which I cannot even begin to imagine.
God is going to restore every single thing that I lost and the promise that I got when I thought of my losses is Isaiah 61:7 – Instead of your shame you will receive a double portion, and instead of disgrace you will rejoice in your inheritance. And so you will inherit a double portion in your land, and everlasting joy will be yours.
Amen, I am just so excited for what God has in store for me. Prepare me Father for I am ready to fight this battle and to fight it by Your strength and for You. I love You, Lord.
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